"Down The Rabbit Hole" lyrics

I've still been thinking about it
All this old shit coming to haunt me
Disrespected loss of humanity
Hesitant and brought to disparity

I fall down
The rabbit hole again
I rebound
Seems like the shit will never end
I can't find
The light at the end of the tunnel
It's all a lie
'Cause I feel like I'll never be normal

You all want a fucking piece of me
Back in the day nobody could see
A laughing stock is what you made of me
Get the fuck out, your only motive is greed

I fall down
The rabbit hole again
I rebound
Seems like the shit will never end
I can't find
The light at the end of the tunnel
It's all a lie
'Cause I feel like I'll never be normal

You say you've changed, you say you're sorry, but I can't help but wonder
Looking back on it you see you've caused my mind to slumber
Apologies only go so far and yet I prosper
You've made me who I am today, without you I'd be nothing