"Lost My Lover" lyrics

Sometimes, people start movin' different
And they start, feeling different thing
I, but this is how I'm feeling right now, yeah

When you told me that you love me, was it something that you meant?
When I told you that I loved you, that's the only thing I felt
Told you I would take a bullet for you but then you still left
Never had to take that bullet but you was leavin' felt like death
Lost my lover, lost my friend
Lost my start and lost my end
I'm not fine but I'll pretend
You're my what, how, why and when
I still wonder how you are
You're so close but you're still far
I can't get to you by car
'Cause you live inside my heart
You're my sunshine, you're my storm
With you is where I belong
You feel safe, you are my home
Always been my comfort zone
And now I live all alone

I think about you daily
From the sunrise to the sunset
I watch the water move
Rememberin' days you used to move
There's something bliss about lovin' you
Like I was born to fall for you
Like I was born to be hurt by your words
You never meant to say, your words are poison
I sip on your lies, like it's my favorite drink
It's like being addicted to something that's killin' you
But baby I'm feelin' you
You're Heaven and Hell
The warmest Summer and coldest Winter
The sweetest soul with a heart so bitter, it never made sense to me
You taught me love and heartbreak
How to gain love and then lose it (Lose it)
How to feel love and abuse it (Abuse it)
Love is a drug I'm usin' (I'm usin')
You're my worst nightmare and favorite dream
But isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep?
Isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep?
Tell me isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep?
Yeah

When you told me that you love me, was it something that you meant?
When I told you that I loved you, that's the only thing I felt
Told you I would take a bullet for you but then you still left
Never had to take that bullet but you was leavin' felt like death
Lost my lover, lost my friend
Lost my start and lost my end
I'm not fine but I'll pretend
You're my what, how, why and when
I still wonder how you are
You're so close but you're still far
I can't get to you by car
'Cause you live inside my heart
You're my sunshine, you're my storm
With you is where I belong
You feel safe, you are my home
Always been my comfort zone
And now I live all alone

I said
Isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep?
Isn't it ironic the one I dream about's the reason I can't sleep?