"Trying" lyrics

I'm tryin'
Can you see that I'm tryin'?
Left me out there cryin' on my own
I was dyin' all alone
But I'm still tryin'
Can you see that I'm tryin'?
Tryna be a better version of me for you
I don't know what I still see in you
But I'm still tryin'

Tryna get over you is like losin' addiction
I found out I was addicted to you the day you went missin'
Even if I had prescriptions to help, I still wouldn't listen
I'd go and make that decision to keep on missin' and missin'
That cycle starts gettin' vicious when you start losin' your hope
Get sick of prayin' and wishin' that that's the end of the road
The pain it lingers and lingers, unless you choose to let go
But lettin' go is the hardest when they have half of your soul

I'm lookin' for you in her
Lookin' for us in them
Lookin' for answers when
I should be lookin' at myself
I'm lookin' for you in her
Lookin' for us in them
Lookin' for answers when
I should be lookin' at

Tryin'
Can you see that I'm tryin'?
Left me out there cryin' on my own
I was dyin' all alone
But I'm still tryin'
Can you see that I'm tryin'?
Tryna be a better version of me for you
I don't know what I still see in you
But I'm still tryin'