"second guessing" lyrics

You're gone with the wind in an instant
Like I never even knew you at all
Ties have been cut
Doors slammed shut
Can't help but pick at my skin in withdrawal
My mind has grown legs and it's running
A million miles a minute
And you're down the hall
Swear I heard you call my name
Early this morning
But maybe I'm making shit up in my head

Again
Wouldn't be the first time
Keep losing my mind
An entire lifetime of hard-drawn deadlines
That I keep setting and sticking to
Now I'm drunk on a Tuesday missing you 'cause I'm

Second-guessing
My decisions every night
Press replay a hundred times
I swear I feel delusional
You show up in every dream
Why is it with you and me I'm always second-guessing

I'm almost used to this pit in my stomach
But I still can't stand to stomach the thought
Of you next to her
I should've known better
Should've known you'd resent me
And I would get bitter
Oh, oh, oh

Again
Wouldn't be the first time
I keep losing my mind
An entire lifetime of hard-drawn deadlines
That I keep setting and sticking to
Now I'm drunk on a Wednesday missing you 'cause I'm

Second-guessing
My decisions every night
Press replay a hundred times
I swear I feel delusional
You show up in every dream
Why is it with you and me I'm always second-guessing

Everything we could've been
Every word I ever said
Every look upon your face
How I careless threw away

Every good thing that we had
Every day I want it back
I'm alright and now I'm sure
God, I can't take this anymore

Second-guessing
My decisions every night
Press replay a hundred times
Swear I feel delusional
You show up in every dream
Why is it with you and me I'm always second-guessing