"Body Back" lyrics

My body
Knew something I didn't
Okay I knew, but
I wouldn't admit it
You once told me
While watching our show
"You know that it's over
As soon as the sex goes"

You'd call it a "dry spell"
When I wasn't into it
You wallowed and whined
When I wouldn't do it
All of my instincts
You somehow dulled
You made it so inconvenient
To say "no"

I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back

You say that
It didn't happen
The way I remember
The way that it happened
Then you walk it back
And say it wasn't on purpose
A misunderstanding
A one off occurrence

You think you're infallible
You think you're a good guy
And that's part of the problem
Reverse, attack, deny
You were supposed to keep
My body the safest
Now you're another
Man who's betrayed it

I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back

I'm scared the next time I have sex
That I'll end up crying
I'm scared that every man
Is secretly evil or lying
I fight with you in my head
In the shower while I'm driving
I hate that I'm cleaning your mess
While you pretend you're thriving
When I told Ella what happened
She started crying for me
All I could think of was all the holes
You'd poke in my story
I don't know why I care what you think
Or if you'll believe me
I just wish you were sorry
I just want back my body

I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back

You'll never see this from my side
You'll never admit your wrongs
You'll hate my guts so much when
You finally hear this song
But I'm done making excuses
I'm done cutting you slack
I'm getting back in my body
And getting my body back