"A Muse" lyrics

In the night, black thoughts, alone
I sit by the bed and dream
I drink in memories
Some make me smile, some make me scream, hey

And the music comes out, yeah, and I'm, I'm feeling so many things I, I gotta, I gotta find the words that I'm looking for, I gotta know what to say and I'm just
Searching for the word

I'm searching for the word
I'm searching, for the word
I'm searching for the word

And the music comes out
And the music comes out
And the music comes out
And the music comes out

And solitude calls me from afar
For a boy and his thoughts are never truly alone in blackness
And solitude calls me from afar
For a boy and his thoughts are never truly alone
And I need help

By the light of this black lamp
I lie on the bed and scream
I'm drowning in memories
Some make me smile
Some make me dream

And the music comes out, and the music comes out, and I'm feeling so, so many things
I'm searching, just searching
Searching for the word