"Bloodline" lyrics

I'm just a lost kid
Who looks like a woman
With no five-year plan

I'm making up for hobbies
And the birthday parties
That I never had

Everything I'm missing
While the clock is ticking
Is none of my concern

'Cause while no one will thank me
I know I'd be breaking
The most common curse

Don't think I like my chances at all

I think the bloodline ends with me
Don't cry it's just one of those things
I'm terrified that traumatizing
Is my legacy
I think the bloodline ends with me

Slamming doors and silence
Keep everything private
Head up in the clouds

Finally being honest then
Crying in the closet
It's so ironic now

Don't think I like my chances at all
Given the odds I'd rather be wrong

'Cause I think the bloodline ends with me
Don't cry it's just one of those things
I'm terrified that traumatizing
Is my legacy
I think the bloodline ends with me

When the love of my life looks in my eyes
I see our child and in my head they're so
Lovely, funny, get it from me
Never running and even after we're
Long gone they're strong
Found love, good job
Happy, thank god
But I know that it's
Not real, not real
Know how I feel
Can't learn, can't heal
So it has to be
So it has to be

I think the bloodline ends with me
Don't cry it's just one of those things
I'm terrified that traumatizing
Is the legacy
I think the bloodline ends with me