"Faking My Own Death" lyrics

I just wanna say that I'm sorry in advance
Count on me like clockwork, it won't work
The only promise I can make is I'm changing all my plans
And you'll never see me again

I'm warning you it's over before it began
We're diving in headfirst, in reverse
You're swimming through my wake and I'm slipping through your hands
And you'll never see me again

Typical, it's so cyclical
I got one foot out the door
But I don't fight it anymore

Don't hold your breath, I'm faking my own death
I'll drop a burning match and burn the bridge that takes me back
I'm putting it to rest, I'm faking my own death
Three years passes and I'm rising from the ashes
I'm rising from the ashes

I'm stuck repeating history and I just can't help myself
It's almost like I'm always someone else
There's nothing you could say to me in sickness or in health
I hate it just as well

Typical, it's so cyclical
I got one foot out the door
But I don't fight it anymore

Don't hold your breath, I'm faking my own death
I'll drop a burning match and burn the bridge that takes me back
I'm putting it to rest, I'm faking my own death
Three years passes and I'm rising from the ashes

I'm rising from the ashes
I'm missing in action
Three years passing

Don't hold your breath, I'm faking my own death
I'll drop a burning match and burn the bridge that takes me back
I'm putting it to rest, I'm faking my own death
Three years passes and I'm rising from the ashes
I'm rising from the ashes