"Deconstruction" lyrics

I am stuck here with a torn up soul
That can never be mended you
You destroyed my dreams
I, I sat silently
Never knowing how much you stole
And how I suffered
Never knowing incapable of love...
Your smile, your deep brown eyes, your skin so soft
And dark as night
Your actions made me who I am
Today I stand here half a man convincing brown eyes
As dark as night
Why did you stray from the den
And take away all my pride
Deceitful brown eyes
As dark as night
I was blinded, by your beauty your smile
Your deep brown eyes
Heart so cold and black as night
I will never forget you
This pain will never leave my memories of you...
Of you as for your love
It was never there, all of this pain...
I set ablaze