"Let You Go" lyrics

This isn't right, was the curse that crossed your lips
A promise made, another promise broken
I'm a product of standing by my words
Your seven years of conning and deceiving

No next time, caught inside this charade that you created
Now your crimes, exposing that you wanted me

Waiting, terrified you're leaving
You're already gone
But I don't love me enough to let you go

She's like a demon in a cashmere robe
She told me once she'd never let me go (go)

Still feel the sting of the words and kiss I miss
Your embrace was a lie woven to hold me
A black rose to hold for your penance
7 years I need to see the ending

Your disguise, I was lost in the spell that you created
Our demise, I'd have stayed till the end but you wanted me

Waiting, terrified you're leaving
You're already gone
But I don't love me enough to let you go
I'm taking every wish back from that well and I'm casting them aside
But I don't love me enough to let you go
(Let me go)

Just one step away to lose control of my rage
It's like a virus burning hot in my veins
I can't numb the pain
I reconcile to wipe my mind of your name

No next time, caught inside this charade that you created
Now your crimes, exposing that you wanted me

You wanted me waiting, terrified you're leaving
You're already gone
But I don't love me enough to let you go
I'm taking every wish back from that well and I'm casting them aside
'Cause you don't love me enough to let me go

Just one step away to lose control of my rage
It's like a virus burning hot in my veins
I can't numb the pain
I reconcile to wipe my mind of your name