"Oh No!" lyrics

I'm back on my feet
Dancing through the week
I'm over the rain clouds
Blue skies on repeat
Been eating healthy, touching grass
And drinking happy, not to cope
I'm letting go of all my toxic traits
And holding on to hope

But if I'm not broken like I used to be
Will you still find me interesting?
If I built my brand on feeling sad
Do I need my broken-hearted back?

I'm leveling out
Safe and sound and sweet
But there's a creeping feeling
Crawling underneath
Then the apathy begets the fall
And sooner or later it's me and all
My vices pressed in vinyl on repeat

But if I'm not broken like I used to be
Will you still find me interesting?
If I built my brand on feeling sad
Do I need my broken-hearted back?
If I'm not dying inside underneath
This smile no one believes
If I built my brand on feeling sad
Do I need my broken-hearted back?

Been tryin' my hardest to make progress
To be someone I can live with
But what if it's the madness in
The man that makes the music?
And we knew this would be fruitless
All my greatest-hits, the bullshit
That I tell myself I'm good with
'Til I'm not good anymore

If I'm not broken like I used to be
Will you still find me interesting?
If I built my brand on feeling sad
Do I need my broken-hearted back?
If I'm not dying inside underneath
This smile no one believes
If I built my brand on feeling sad
Do I need my broken-hearted back?

(Will you love me when I'm not down bad?)
Do I need my broken hearted back?