"Ride Or Die" lyrics

I'm still on this couch
I ain't figured it out yet
But you see I'm better
And I know it used to be worse

I thought I found it again
Remember when it all seemed so easy
But reminiscing in here
Is starting to feel like a curse

I can't leave this to chance
Counting on that kind of romance
In the air
I smile while I cry inside
Hoping someone will pry
See I'm a ride or die

Best friend, listen
I'm all in
I hope that's a good thing
When the chance is given
I'm giving my whole self
And that means everything

Now do you see why I'm precious with my time?
Now do you see why I'm going out my mind?

'Cause God really left you win with the final ride or die
I'm still asking myself why
The final ride or die
And it's you I'm obsessed with yeah
A curse or a blessing
I'll leave you to decide

And why do I care so much?
I ask myself the same thing
I tend to break my own heart
So I don't have to live in

A world that's not made for us
This is my final run
It's all or nothing
That counts for something

So I can't leave this to chance
(I can't leave it)
Counting on that kind of romance
In the air
I smile while I cry inside
Hoping someone will pry
'Cause I'm a ride or die

Best friend, yeah
My twin (My twin)
I'm all in
I hope that's a good thing
When the chance is given
I'm giving my whole self
And that means everything

Now do you see why I endured all that pain?
Now do you see why I make sure that I'm safe?

And God really let you win with the final ride or die
I'm still asking myself why
I'm the final ride or die
I'm not someone to mess with (no)
A curse or a blessing?
I'll leave you to decide