"Lose It For A While" lyrics

I'd like to lose it for a while
Lose it for a while
Oh, I'd like to lose it for a while

Oh, I'm not doing okay today
Feel in the way a lot of days
Between big shadows and big shoes, there's no room
Don't matter what I do
It don't matter matter what I don't do
No matter what I do

Bee sting, heart aches, I feel too much of everything
Sun burns, words hurt, I can't disassociate
And I don't want to break or break everything
Oh, I don't want to break, but everything breaks

I try and let my thoughts just think
Run themselves away and on out of me
Let my bad electricity be lightning and rain and nitrogen
Send them to the earth for good, get rid of it for good

No, I'm not doing okay today, I'm really trying to do better
I draw a breath and draw up tears, and they fall
Pour out of me, then through my fingers like running water

Maybe they were meant to go till they're gone
Maybe they were nothing at all, not even tears before they got here
Where they formed, then rolled into their life at the exit of my eyes
Short lived trickle by, to disappear just as soon as they arrive

And that feeling in me that makes them
I'd like to lose it for a while
Lose it for a while
For a while
Like to lose it for a while
Like to lose it for a while
For a while
Like to lose it for a while
Like to lose it for a while
Like to lose it for a while

I don't love you anymore
Love you anymore
I don't love you anymore

I don't love you anymore

I don't love you anymore

I don't love you anymore

And don't look at me like that