""emily"" lyrics

Secretly knew you would be there
Playin' songs about me in front of Jackie
Fully awake when I locked the door
Even heard you knockin' at me

The runnin' joke of my friend group
But shit wasn't funny
Pushed and pushed and pushed you away
When all you did was love me
I feel like an archeologist
Looking back on all of our history, I
Realize did the same shit to you that my ex did to me, I
Can't even sugarcoat it
Or make it sound better
I airplane-moded all your calls and ripped up all your letters, oh
Ain't no way you don't hate me
Readin' through your blog, you won't even name me

Instead you call me Emily
Yeah, now you call me Emily
Ooh, now you call me Emily, oh-oh
No, we really don't call each other anything anymore
And it's crazy 'cause you used to call me yours

Code names
Now you writin' shit in code names
Got me decipherin' code names
I know you coulda gotten more creative than that
There wasn't no thought, wasn't no call back
Sounded like you just said the first name that sounded like my name, and boy, I ain't blamin' you

It was fall asleep next to you, wake up hungover, and drive to the airport to pick my up ex
Then not talk to you for the whole week
Hit you back as soon as he leave
Soon as he leaves, I'll call you
But now I can't call ya
So now I tell my whole friend group I wanna say sorry
And they all say it's way, way too late, so this is me calling

I feel like an archeologist
Lookin' back on all of our history, I
Realize I did the same shit to you that my ex did to me, I
Can't even sugarcoat it
Or make it sound okay
Make out with my friends at parties right in front of your face, oh-oh
Ain't no way you don't hate me
Readin' through your blog, you won't even name me

Instead you call me Emily
Yeah, now you call me Emily
Ooh, now you call me Emily, ah
No, we really don't call each other anything anymore
And it's crazy 'cause you used to call me yours

And it's crazy 'cause you used to call me