"nostalgia hurts" lyrics

It's easier to say aloud as long as I don't think
I let my mouth run fast just to take me off the brink
But when I'm staring at the ceiling in the dark, alone at night
I can't close my eyes, it makes that fear harder to fight
I'd swear on all the lightning
Say I owned moon and stars
I'm counting on a cure
But I don't wanna lose my scars

We were just kids smoking lollipop sticks
Out at seven but our curfew was at six
Getting drunk off sugar free Coca Cola
And wishing somebody would've told ya

Impatient when you're aging but forever's pretty quick
You want it here and now cause missing out makes you feel sick
Yeah I bet on all my bones, I knew better than the crowd
But I didn't have an answer, I was only ever loud
I swore on all the thunder
Like I owned the sun and sky
I could keep the hurricane
But I couldn't keep the high

We were just kids smoking lollipop sticks
Out at seven but our curfew was at six
Getting drunk off sugar free Coca Cola
And wishing somebody would've told ya

I used to chase the sunlight
As if it was an object I could catch and hold between my hands
I was begging for a fight
To prove my power and my might
Cause no one ever understands

We were just kids smoking lollipop sticks
Out at seven but our curfew was at six
Thinking things would never come around
But together we're finally found