"Desdemona" lyrics

I wanna believe you, Desdemona
But then I wanna leave you
But I don't

I fear there's more than just a kiss
A tryst

And I wanna see you more than everything, Desdemona
Suffer like I do
'Cause we're in love

Bury the lies in your life
And you're the devil I know
And the devil I don't

It's so hard to read you, Desdemona
What else could I do?
If I can't turn the page

I fear there's more than just a tryst
Entire life duplicities

Tell me I'm wrong
Me fears, unfounded
You've already moved on
I'm barely holding on
I'm the ghost of a memory

I'm barely alive in your eyes
There's a devil in you that I never knew

I'll miss you in time (Desdemona)
That's your name (Desdemona)
Just close your eyes (Desdemona)
I'm your surprise