"Different Anymore" lyrics

I break myself to pieces
For everybody else to take
They put it all back together
In the size and shape they want to make

So I carry around the ashes
Of everything I was before
Lately it seems the matches
Are the only book I'm reaching for

Cause I don't want to be different anymore
I don't want to be different anymore
I've changed
No I, I'm trying to be different than before
I'm trying to be different than before
I changed

When the water is finally still
I can see all the parts that are wrong
There's two sides to the mirror
And I'm trying to see which one I'm on

Cause I don't want to be different anymore
I don't want to be different anymore
I've changed
No I, I'm trying to be different than before
I'm trying to be different than before
I changed

There once was a lion somewhere inside
Its teeth have all fallen out
And though I keep trying to face my pride
I'll never make you proud

So I don't want to be different anymore
I don't want to be different anymore
I've changed
No I, I'm trying to be different than before
I'm trying to be different than before
I changed