"The Lie" lyrics

I don't wanna leave boy, I rather wanna die
I'm joking, boy I choose my life
Just remembering what it was like...
I don't wanna leave boy I rather wanna die
I can't believe how high
I must have been and I
Take it back, it was a lie

Every time I think of things I used to say
Sound so crazy saying them today
It's like I'm a different me, all the way
I almost find it funny
Then I think oh what a goal
See the growth of my whole being
See the new vs the old...
Like a wreck turned into gold

When it comes to the way I am stubborn like an aries
I won't take no shit from a nigga I ain't married to
Can't tell me nothing, I won't call it difficult
More like knowing who I am
And what is best for me
Whatever I feel is what it needs to be
Boy, it took me long enough just to see it
And I'm gon keep it right

I don't wanna leave boy, I rather wanna die
I'm joking, boy I choose my life
Just remembering what it was like...
I don't wanna leave boy I rather wanna die
I can't believe how high
I must have been and I
Take it back it was a lie

Disregard what I said
Can't get it in my brain
That sounds very much insane
It's really more than funny

Then I see how far I've come
Who would've thought I could become
The exact opposite
Live how I live taking up for myself and shit...

When it comes to the way I am stubborn like an aries
I won't take no shit from a nigga I ain't married to
Can't tell me nothing, I won't call it difficult
More like knowing who I am
And what is best for me
Whatever I feel is what it needs to be
Boy it took me long enough just to see it
And I'm gon keep it right

I don't wanna leave boy, I rather wanna die
I'm joking boy I choose my life
Just remembering what it was like...
I don't wanna leave boy I rather wanna die
I can't believe how high
I must have been and I
Take it back it was a lie