"Not Old Enough To Drive" lyrics

Shirt with a rip and a left ear pierced
Come at me with a light and ignite all my fears
You said I'm the coolest girl you know
Maybe it's the blow
Maybe it's the way I let you take control
I don't know

Take me for a ride
I'm just not old enough to drive
You are the first love of my life
If I could go back in time
And I still hold the anger in me
All these years later
I see so clearly now

Smile through your eyes and a sunburnt nose
Zinc on your lips that the ocean froze
You said I'm the coolest girl you know
Maybe it's the hair
Maybe it's the way I act like I don't care
When you're there

Take me for a ride
I'm just not old enough to drive
You are the first love of my life
If I could go back in time
And I still hold the anger in me
All these years later
Is he okay out there?

He could be happy and married with a son
He could be sad and on drugs with no one
Why is it always the first one?
They teach you everything then run

Take me for a ride
I'm just not old enough to drive
You were the first love of my life
If I could go back in time
'Cause all I did was try
And all you ever did was lie
You were the first love of my life
If I could go back in time, I would
I would