"Something It's Not" lyrics

I think there might be somethin' wrong
I smile when your name comes up
I play it cool, act nonchalant (Ha-ha)
Don't think there's anything you've done
To make me question, make me run
But what if it's nothing? The bare minimum

There's a pit in my chest in the shape of my heart
'Cause this boy, he's so perfect, he's all that I want
What if I'm crazy? What if I'm wrong?
What if I made this whole thing something it's not
Is it all my delusion or just a game?
It's too good to be true, God, I feel so insane
When I get my hopes up, it all falls apart
Oh, I'm so scared I made this something it's not

The little things, the way you stare
Your big blue eyes, my long blonde hair
It's all I can think about, find you everywhere
Your every move, I'm, I'm keepin' score
In case one day you walk out that door
No, I'm not used to this, never been here before

There's a pit in my chest in the shape of my heart
'Cause this boy, he's so perfect, he's all that I want
What if I'm crazy? What if I'm wrong?
What if I made this whole thing something it's not
Is it all my delusion or just a game?
It's too good to be true, God, I feel so insane
When I get my hopes up, it all falls apart
Oh, I'm so scared I made this something it's not

Something it's not, don't lead me on
Can't take one more, almost, but not enough
Been there before, haven't quite gotten up and off the floor
What do you want? (What do you want?)
Is it my trust? (Is it my trust?)
Is it to break it or build it back up?
Please, I just hope that you prove my past wrong (Wrong)

There's a pit in my chest in the shape of my heart
'Cause this boy, he's so perfect, he's all that I want
What if I'm crazy? What if I'm wrong?
What if I made this whole thing something it's not
Is it all my delusion or just a game?
It's too good to be true, (God), I feel so insane
When I get my hopes up, it all falls apart
Oh, I'm so scared I made this something it's not