"falling apart" lyrics

Ever since a child, I just wanted you to look my way
But you walk right past, never care what I got to say
Now I'm staring in the mirror 'cause I hate being all alone
But when you come around, I just can't help but lose control

I think I'm falling apart
(Don't wanna wake up, you never say much)
You had me straight from the start
(And I can't take it, I'm sick of chasing)
But, girl, I love it when you tear me to pieces and scramble my brain
How you make it look easy when you lie to my face
I could tell you I love you, but you'd still never look my way
You got me falling apart

I been feeling lovesick, I been feeling anxious
Acting like I don't care, but I can't even fake it
Lately, it's been too much, I get sick of trying
Told you that I still care, you push it to the side
Easy come, easy go, you don't ever seem to mind it
I'm searching for a meaning, I'm never gonna find it
I love you, I hate you, I'm sick of all the lies
Don't tell me that you're mine then hang me out to dry

'Cause ever since a child, I just wanted you to look my way
But you walk right past, never care what I got to say
Now I'm staring in the mirror 'cause I hate being all alone
But when you come around, I just can't help but lose control

I think I'm falling apart
(Don't wanna wake up, you never say much)
You had me straight from the start
(And I can't take it, I'm sick of chasing)
But, girl, I love it when you tear me to pieces and scramble my brain
How you make it look easy when you lie to my face
I could tell you I love you, but you'd still never look my way
You got me falling apart