"Carousel" lyrics

I try to make time
To get away from everyone who makes my
Head spin around in circles
Like the moon does the Earth
Like a cynic does the church
Kept it spinning for too long
Drilled myself into the dirt, yeah
No doubt I do it to myself
Won't take the medicine that helps
I wanna do it alone
Can't buy a soul with a loan
I wanna pay for it all

So don't try to tell me I'll be okay, baby
I lie to myself all the time and say the same thing
Another mistake
It couldn't hurt me until it hurts me

I'll be going round and round, going round and round
Tryna drown you out, tryna drown you out
Tell myself I don't care knowing that I do
And every time I run away, I'm led back to you
I'm just going round and round, going round and round
I'm just tryna drown you out, tryna drown you out
Tell myself I don't care knowing that I do
And every time I run away, I'm led back to you

Two words
Impolite as usual, the truth hurts
I still care despite the things that you've heard
Yeah, I would lie if you were here, the truth hurts
And you know
Things about me that nobody else knows
Even if you say you don't
The control you got over me
It makes it hard to sleep

So don't try to tell me I'll be okay, baby
I lie to myself all the time and say the same thing
Another mistake
It couldn't hurt me until it hurts me

I'll be going round and round, going round and round
Tryna drown you out, tryna drown you out
Tell myself I don't care knowing that I do
And every time I run away, I'm led back to you
I'm just going round and round, going round and round
I'm just tryna drown you out, tryna drown you out
Tell myself I don't care knowing that I do
And every time I run away, I'm led back to you