"July" lyrics

Pins and needles running through my brain
I don't know how long they plan to stay
Fight the urge I have to close my eyes
Darkness usually succumbs to light
Waking up like I am on a flight
Tryna reach but I am too damn high
This is honestly how I'd describe
Every moment I've had in July

If you want, then go
If you wanna be like everybody else, you know
If you wanna be like everybody else, I don't
I don't wanna be like everybody else, I know
So I guess that's where we're taking different roads

Car is empty on the right-hand side
I don't like to drive alone at night
So instead I'm sitting in my room
Old enough that I can stress on cue
New reality is flying by
No one telling me not to survive
This is honestly how I'd describe
Every moment I've had in July

If you want, then go
If you wanna be like everybody else, you know
If you wanna be like everybody else, I don't
I don't wanna be like everybody else, I know
So I guess that's where we're taking different roads

I've seen as it fits right here
Through my eyes last year
And your voice is in my ears
It hums
By now, I am numb to it
All I want
Is another month to go

So go
If you wanna be like everybody else, you know
If you wanna be like everybody else, I don't
I don't wanna be like everybody else, I know
So I guess that's where we're taking different roads
I don't wanna be like anybody else, I know
So it's better off for me when I'm on my own