"I'm Trying" lyrics

I've been beside myself
In between okay and needing help
Got me questioning someone tell me when
My rock bottom hits

Every day feels like a new low
But I'm finding my footing as I go
Got me fighting demons as they lean in
One day at a time

But I keep giving my all
No matter how hard I fall

God only knows I'm trying
I carry the weight in silence
No one would ever know I face it alone
Oh
I hate that I keep on lying
Cause something inside me's dying
No one would ever know I face it alone
God only knows I'm trying

Pieces fall outta my hands
Holding on to everything I can
There are parts of me
That you'll never see
Got me losing my sanity

But I keep giving my all
No matter how hard I fall

God only knows I'm trying
I carry the weight in silence
No one would ever know I face it alone
Oh
I hate that I keep on lying
Cause something inside me's dying
No one would ever know I face it alone
God only knows I'm trying

Oh oh I
(I'm dying)
Oh oh I
(I'm still fighting)
Oh oh I
(I'm trying)

Oh oh I
(I'm dying)
Oh oh I
(I'm still fighting)
Oh oh I
(I'm trying)

God only knows I'm trying
I carry the weight in silence
No one would ever know I face it alone
Oh
I hate that I keep on lying
Cause something inside me's dying
No one would ever know I face it alone
God only knows I'm trying