"Deep End" lyrics

Seventeen was yesterday
But it's been years
Since I felt the same
Life's been moving on quicker
Now I see the whole picture
Look at me
Tell the truth
Can you see
What I've been through
My skin has grown a bit thicker

Now I'm jumping off the deep end
These days I am barely sleeping
I've been staring at the ceiling
Won't you look at me now
I've been tryna find a meaning
In why I'm having trouble breathing
Why is history repeating
Won't you look at me now
If I were you I'd be proud
If I were you
If I were you I'd be proud
If I were you

Pick myself up outta here
Think I'm gonna disappear
Been running for a while now
Don't know when I'll slow down

I'm jumping off the deep end
These days I am barely sleeping
I've been staring at the ceiling
Won't you look at me now
I've been tryna find a meaning
In why I'm having trouble breathing
Why is history repeating
Won't you look at me now
If I were you I'd be

Proud of all the
Selfish drama
I'm not the person
You all used to know
I was left hurting
Through all of the growth
So unbothered
But if I'm honest
I still remember the kids being mean
I don't hold hatred
But sometimes I think

About the deep end
These days I am barely sleeping
I've been staring at the ceiling
Won't you look at me now
I've been tryna find a meaning
In why I'm having trouble breathing
Why is history repeating
Won't you look at me now
If I were you I'd be
Proud