"Airport" lyrics

You've been holding plane tickets since last June
But you only let me find out today, so for me it's so soon
Maybe I was too hazy to fix the flat tire, but
I just couldn't wait to see you
Sitting in the airport, it feels so unfair
It's like all the times we spent were suddenly not there
I'm trying to decide how I feel, but
My mind and my body stay elsewhere

And I'm not trying to make it look right
I'm just here so you can see
I'm not trying to make it look right
But when you're gone, will you remember me?

So this is the last time we'll speak like this
I'm trying to hold on to the seconds I missed
But they're slipping through my fingers, and when I looked back
It was like they ceased to exist
I guess it was leading to this sort of end
I'm glad I could call you my closest living friend
But now no one will know me like my old teddy bear
At least take care
For me

And I'm not trying to make it look right
I'm just here so you can see
I'm not trying to make it look right
But when you're gone, will you remember me?

And maybe when you leave
We can just forget about it all
But I don't want to go, because we could've been just fine
You and I, we can make it up
We can make it up
We can make it up
We can make it up
We can make it

And I'm not trying to make it look right
I'm just saying how it is
I'm not trying to make it look right
But when you're gone, will you remember this?
Will you remember this?

And I'm not trying to make it look right
I don't want you to feel strong
So maybe one last time we can take in what's left
I'm not trying to make it look right
But when you're gone, I think I'll start with me