"Sick & Sweet" lyrics

I can feel it coming up behind my eyes, paralyzed
Lately I've been contemplating if I died, I don't mind
Death has been a friend to me, put me out my misery
Bloody knuckles, holding onto everything, everything

It's sick and sweet inside of my skull
Like oil and honey in my blood
Constant conflict that cuts
Fuck
Carve my body into parts
Separate me into jars
Pour the salt inside the wound
I want you to feel it too

There's always something in the way
Sometimes it's more than I can take
I swear the dark is singing hymns
There's something underneath my skin

I can feel it coming up behind my eyes, sick inside
No one's ever getting out of this alive, I don't mind
Death has been a friend to me, bite the bullet, broke my teeth
Bloody knuckles holding onto everything, everything, everything

Locked up like a rat in a cage
Sometimes I don't think I'm okay
And sometimes life just takes a piss on me

There's always something in the way
Sometimes it's more than I can take
I swear the dark is singing hymns
There's something underneath my skin

I can't feel my fucking face
Yeah, yeah
Every time I die
Just a little, inside
Gotta get this shit
Off my mind