"life update" lyrics

I'm such a guy
A little turbulence won't bother me
'Cause I'm such a guy
I'm such a guy

Hope I don't die
I haven't been working out lately
I'm getting tired
But I'll be alright
On the phone 24/7
Monitoring the probability
Of how my songs getting bigger
Apparently I haven't changed at all
Since I was seventeen

Then she left me alone
It was honestly my fault
I hoped that she could understand
But I'm who's to blame for
Normalizing things and putting her
With all the mess that I'm in

As for mom
I'm really sorry that I tried to kill myself
It wasn't your fault
Glad you took care of me well
Dad I promise I'll be fine
I'm still the little guy that you've known
And loved

I'm breaking free
For good
I'm breaking free
For you
I'm doing all I could
For the better

I'll be fine
I'm slowly learning
How to be a simple man
Who's old enough to see it out
And just understand
That maybe life can be a bit better
With a long-steady plan
I'm growing out to be the guy
I hoped since I was ten
Despite of being diagnosed
The outcome still stays the same
Thank you, God, for letting me stay
I'll try the best that I can

I have myself a family
With plenty time to spend
I'll tell them all the good people I met back then
Hope that I'll be better then
Hope that I'll be better then

I might be 21
But everyone is looking at me well
A little controversial
You just can't understand
Hope that I'll be better then
Hope that I'll be better then

I'm breaking free
For good
I'm breaking free
For you
I am forgiving you

I'm such a guy

I've never thought of marrying
Before would be such a life
I'll be alive
I'll hold her tight
Making sure she knows
That everything's gonna be alright
I'll be there somehow