"hard enough to stay alive" lyrics

Waking up paranoid same damn place again
Same damn voice in my head no, it's not a friend
Life's a bitch I'm a glitch why so different?
In the dark look for stars don't know where they went

And every day I feel the weight
It's like there's always something
I'm so afraid to fade away
From everyone who loves me

Life, I see it flash before my eyes
I, I felt a spark and then it died
I, guess all that we can do is try
Try, it's hard enough to stay alive
It's hard enough to stay alive
It's hard enough to stay alive
It's hard enough to stay alive
It's hard enough to stay alive

I spent time half asleep you pick up the pace
Hopes and dreams lost on me go and take my place
Mix caffeine with some weed now I got the shakes
All I need in front of me still I hesitate

And every day I feel the weight
It's like there's always something
I'm so afraid to fade away
From everyone who loves me

Life, I see it flash before my eyes
I, I felt a spark and then it died
I, guess all that we can do is try
Try, it's hard enough to stay alive
It's hard enough to stay alive
It's hard enough to stay alive
It's hard enough to stay alive
It's hard enough to stay alive