"i wish i hated you" lyrics

Hung all my clothes in the closet you made
Your shoes still in boxes, I send them your way
Hoping life brings you no new pain
I rearrange my memories, I try to rewrite our life

But no matter how I try to
And no matter how I want to
And no matter how easy things could be if I did
And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it

I wish I hated you
I wish that weren't true
Wish there was worse to you
I wish you were worse to me
Yeah, I wish I hated you

Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
Just two different endings, you learn to repair
And I learn to keep me in one place
So close and yet so far if only we had known from the start

But no matter how I try to
And no matter how I want to
And no matter how easy things could be if I did
And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it

I wish I hated you
I wish that weren't true
Wish there was worse to you
I wish you were worse to me
Yeah, I wish I hated you