"HOME" lyrics

I'm home tonight, been waiting up
One thousand miles, of chasing you
I'm home tonight, been waiting up

All the fallacy, my mentality fucked up
Agony, are you hearing this?
Since seventeen, the kids I'll never be
Wasting all my time, now I'm ahead of me
Out my door, look all the spaces taken up
Anxious, oh, you got my legs still shaking
Oh my god, I feel like I don't stay enough
Leave me alone, leave me alone

I'm home tonight, been waiting up
One thousand miles, of chasing you
I'm home tonight, been waiting up
I'm home tonight, I'm waiting up
One thousand miles, of chasing you
I'm home tonight, and I'm waiting up
One thousand miles
I'm home tonight, come home too

And mom don't wanna hear I'm depressed
When she works so much, no pills, just a check, yeah
My wrist, my sleeve, cover me like a vest, shoot, still alive
Easier for me, I'm right there by the curfew
Look, no touch, a million warnings, one noodle on me
And in case short of time, I'm racing inside
Heart still numb, access denied (and you take, you take)

I'm home tonight, been waiting up
One thousand miles, of chasing you
I'm home tonight, been waiting up

Don't fill up my drink, whoa, I don't feel no ways, whoa
Sometimes make it up if I climb too out my tumble
Don't fill up my drink, whoa, I don't feel no ways, whoa
Sometimes make it up if I climb too out my tumble

Leave me out
Leave me outside
Leave me out
Leave me out
Leave me outside