"Blades (Remix)" lyrics

I'm exhausted watching like Claire Danes through the water
Kitchen light like blades through your body
The party's ablaze
We grew apart when you were fighting with your sister, I
Don't think I realised how horribly I miss you now
Regret is flowering inside me while I'm scooping ice

Hope you know that I, I just don't know what to do
'Cause I only want to be with you

4:42 in the mornin', I'm stuck
Performin' when I wake, my mind another place
Reminded of your face when that chorus up
My cortisol gon' rise 'cause I'm mournin' all that we went through
Assortment of regret I been tryna sort through
And you can get wings, I'm tryna soar too
You never leavin' my brain, that's what I swore to
That's what I swore to, I
Wish I knew when it was over
Wish I knew when it was over, don't leave me 'lone
Skin feel like Minnesota
Your embrace in the mornin', that was my coat
Now that warmth gone, I'm sober
Now that warmth gone, I'm sober and braved the storm
And I hope

Hope you know that I, I just don't know what to do (Do, do)
'Cause I only want to be with you (Be with you, be with you)
I just miss your voice, saying we're alright
Callin' when you're lonely, late at night
'Cause I only want to be with you

So I make my way
Over as the white lightning zigzags
And you're with Ahmed
Plum red slacks and tequila fresa
And you laugh the same
Hand on mouth 'cause you hate your teeth
And I love your teeth
And I'm scared to speak
As I catch a whiff of your rose Diptyque

But I, I just don't know what to do
'Cause I only want to be with you
I just miss your voice, saying we're alright
Callin' when you're lonely, late at night
'Cause I only want to be with you
Only want to be with you

I only want to be with you
Only want to be with you