"Endeavor" lyrics

I saw you swallow the sun and call yourself enlightened
I felt your breath on my neck and my chest it tightened

And one of me wants to live off the land
Just leave no trace and make no plans
One of me wants to be a go-getter
Reach such great heights to be a trendsetter

Call me out, pull me in
Give me something to hate
Cut the loss, play to win
But you're struck in my brain
Take a breath, miss a step
Play this like it's a game
We never could endeavor

Waking up in a dream that resents my nightmare
Had everything that I need, still I couldn't fight fair

And one of my wants the money in hand
Just hide my face, and take no stand
One of me wants my head to feel better
Correct myself, just try and go get her

Call me out, pull me in
Give me something to hate
Cut the loss, play to win
But you're struck in my brain
Take a breath, miss a step
Play this like it's a game
We never could endeavor

I saw you swallow the sun and call yourself enlightened
I felt your breath on my neck and my chest it tightened

Call me out, pull me in
Give me something to hate
Cut the loss, play to win
But you're struck in my brain
Take a breath, miss a step
Play this like it's a game
We never could endeavor