"Cycles" lyrics

I light this zoobie and fade away
I wonder what life will bring me today
Last night was a movie I starred in again
But in the morning I still wake up the same

Someone tell me please
Someone tell me why
I'm always alone when I'm getting high
And I just don't know how I'm ever gonna get myself outta this
This cycle of depression
I'ma one day I'm getting fixed

Couldn't care what the haters say
I'm just billin' up a paper plane
Wonder how much I will make today
And now I'm feeling like [?] take away
These thoughts and visions
I've got all these thoughts on visions
Most people are stuck in prison
And they can't get out
Until they realise

Feeling like a lost soul
Chilling at a crossroad
I feel as if I'm fine when I get paid
Still I'm feeling like I'll go insane
Cause I'm billin' up a lot so
I been feeling like a lost soul
Cali in my lungs
I'm tryna go to sleep
I'm tryna get so high
I cannot feel my knees

I light this zoobie and fade away
I wonder what life will bring me today
Last night was a movie I starred in again
But in the morning I still wake up the same

Someone tell me please
Someone tell me why
I'm always alone when I'm getting high
And I just don't know how I'm ever gonna get myself outta this
This cycle of depression
I'ma one day I'm getting fixed

Feeling like a lost soul
Chilling at a crossroad
I feel as if I'm fine when I get paid
Still I'm feeling like I'll go insane
Cause I'm billin' up a lot so
I been feeling like a lost soul
Cali in my lungs
I'm tryna go to sleep
I'm tryna get so high
I cannot feel my knees