"Locked In" lyrics

I feel Reasonably crazy I don't wanna let it show
Everytime she ask if I'm alright I've been better tho
2 women best of both, everything set in stone
I'm private, it's uncomfortable if I try make it known
Rocky rollercoaster but I'm ready sho
It's hard to see a good girl surrounded by many hoes
I'm playing Young tef when I'm heading home
Stressed but stepping bold
I just gotta carry on no matter what

Everything's PR
Ain't nothings what it seems darg
Packs thru the post like Peter it's PG
I live 5 minutes from ... but she won't ever see me
I ain't fucking no exes or old links
No weed for a month I'm tryna solve shit
She sexy on the outside but she don't really know shit
Clueless, I can't give em access I gotta stay ruthless

It's out of character that I got nicked I ain't a nuisance
And when I started making money of music it ruined it
Niggas rapping for the sake of rapping it's ludicrous
So much damage I manage, I'm used to it
Cutting through Leyton
I'm Running outta patience
Smoke so much weed I don't taste it
It's dangerous
Cutting through Blackwall
The service might go down
If things go south, I just pray that that there's another route

I seen her all week
I don't want all of the bad shit to repeat
She think she calm but she always OD
Fuck the melody she showing me new harmony

Smoking thru all this weed my bro told me take time
I don't even wanna go on date nights, or face time
I'm hurt
I'm hurt

And I'm reasonably paranoid
Bad bitches what I'm tryna avoid
Locked in I ain't have a choice
I'm still hurt