"Ur a jerk <3" lyrics

Yeah, let me just go in like this quickly
(Look)
Soul-search, I been tryna find the words
Every first of the month I write a verse out of courtesy
Hurt, and no matter all the hurt, I'm still writing words
That girl got all my love, she had to hurt me for it (shit)

(Yeah, yeah) Do what I do
I smoke the home-grown down to the roach
I'm in another time zone
I need time on my own
God forgive me, I got bad habits
Pray that she ain't one of those
I got hella baggage
She ain't tryna unload it
Your skin looks sun-gold
Your scent's like roses
There's beauty in the unknown
You don't know if you can cope with it
She ain't gonna ride, what's the point of [?] lotioning

And I was hoping that we could get through the thunder
Got a love and hate relationship with love, I'm so fucked-up
Winter baby, I can't be around in Summer
I got ladies and Mercedes, I don't flex it like the others
If she on stage with me, she was with me on the come-up
(Let's go)

Fucking with these women is the same-old shit
She knows what she done on a J Cole ting
Don't care to flex the ego, so I'm super ghosting
The same girl that gave me hope left a nigga hopeless
What you mean girl, I'm hurt, what you (tsk)
Seen, where you been, she a redhead flirt
Sipping, smoking, shawty want another verse
You're a jerk, you're a jerk, you're a jerk, you're a- (huh)
What you mean girl, I'm hurt (mm)
What you seen, where you been, she a redhead flirt
Smoking weed, sipping syrup, shawty want another verse
You're a jerk, you're a jerk, you're a jerk, you're a jerk, you're a- (tsk)