"Endless Waltz" lyrics

Yeah, it's like you gotta go in your heart, open up a chamber
Now I feel free
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I stayed at Yamborghini High
Was there when Yamborghini died
On acid, really lost my mind
I think about it all the time
I dream about it open eyes
I can't deny it, seeing signs
My momma ask me am I fine
My father ask me am I fine
I know I'm not but still I rise
(Have you ever lose your mind?)
I'm going out, I stayed inside
I'm holding out, it ain't my pride
I'm losing patience, taking time
(Young god, still I rise)

Don't feel my pain, I cannot hide
It's not the same, they switching side
They said it's always but they lied
Align the stars, I'm in the sky
I ain't asking for no favors
Using everything they gave us
They [?] razors
How the family turn to traitors?
How my uncle die young? And my pops die young?
Coke money die young, heard the good die young
They shot my cousin in the head, pushed the other off the roof
Still the killer on the loose, only God know the truth
Out the bottomless pit, a lot of problems couldn't follow my friends
A lot of hollows for the [?]
They fighting charges, it be hard to just vent
My side dark, it's just as dark as my skin
I leave my heart in my pen

I stayed at Yamborghini High
Was there when Yamborghini died
On acid, really lost my mind
I think about it all the time
I dream about it open eyes
I can't deny it, seeing signs
My momma ask me am I fine
My father ask me am I fine
I know I'm not but still I rise
(Have you ever lose your mind?)
I'm going out, I stayed inside
I'm holding out, it ain't my pride
I'm losing patience, taking time
(Young god, still I rise)

All these feelings I describe, situations I survived
Couldn't even feel the difference, all the moments that I cried
I ain't asking for forgiveness each any every time I lie
Know I took it to the limit if I ever had to try
I look [?] in his eyes, he was ready for that [?]
Calculating quantum physics, all that science that applies
Seeing Stevie, he was gone, I ain't never asked you why
I was broke and I was torn, I ain't even say goodbye
Wish I could've had a chance, wanna ask you but I can't
Thought I finally had control but it's slippin' through my hands
Need directions for my plans [?]
Being better than I am on this neverending dance

I stayed at Yamborghini High
Was there when Yamborghini died
On acid, really lost my mind
I think about it all the time
I dream about it open eyes
I can't deny it, seeing signs
My momma ask me am I fine
My father ask me am I fine
I know I'm not but still I rise
(Have you ever lose your mind?)
I'm going out, I stayed inside
I'm holding out, it ain't my pride
I'm losing patience, taking time
(Young god, still I rise)