"Carry On" lyrics

There was something in your eyes that I saw tonight
I never thought that I would see it
Now there's holes in my walls and there's glass on the floor
And you said you didn't mean it
You went from zero to none in these past three months
On your level of affection
I ain't gonna be that girl who cries herself to sleep
Putting up with your rejection 'cause

I can't carry on, living life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this
I can't carry on, living life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this

When I try to make sense out of what we have
I always fall into depression
Because I know in my heart that we've both grown apart
Ain't no use in us pretending
We never talk on the phone and you're never at home
And if you are, there's always tension
I ain't gonna be that girl that ends up staying
Sitting around and just regretting 'cause

I can't carry on, living life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this
I can't carry on, living life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this

I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of spiting
My life is a storm full of raining and lightning
My insides are bleeding from all of this screaming
Sometimes, I just feel like I'm no longer breathing
I look in your eyes, all I see is a demon
I'm tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve and
I just don't know why I stay
'Cause day after day, I continue to say

I can't carry on, living life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this
I can't carry on, living life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this