"Tunguska" lyrics

I know my walls are mainly all systemic
But can't help but feel a bit pathetic
You know
Cause everything still blows

It's really hard for me to play pragmatic
When all of the veneer is just semantics
Below
It's all that I see show

You just gotta laugh, sadly, selfie
I've been waiting since I crashed, badly, selfie
Now my time is just a flash
And they would always call me trash
And all I ate would taste like ash
I've been lost on countless ships
I've been through against the cliffs
(It's just so mad, it's just so mad, it's just so mad)

I'm doing all the things that are expected
I'm working overtime and paying taxes
And still
I'm dying on this hill

I'm looking for the usual plans and assets
I'm stretching them to cover up my past dents
Until
There's nothing left to feel

You just gotta laugh, sadly, selfie
I've been waiting since I crashed, badly, selfie
Now my time is just a flash
And they would always call me trash
And all I ate would taste like ash
I've been lost on countless ships
I've been through against the cliffs
I've been staring at the sea
I'm in love with broken dreams
And I've been breaking at the seams
Cause I just can't make my peace

(It's just so mad, it's just so mad, it's just so mad)
(It's just so mad, it's just so mad, it's just so mad)

And they would always call me trash
And all I ate would taste like ash
I've been lost on countless ships
I've been through against the cliffs
I've been staring at the sea
I'm in love with broken dreams
And I've been breaking at the seams
Cause I just can't make my peace