"if i'm being honest" lyrics

When I get anxious, I take a little white pill
My parents married young, I don't think I ever will
I always know the exit, indecisive to my core
That's why here at the table, I got one eye on the door

I ramble when I'm nervous and I drink wine too fast
I've never seen a pair of eyes that looked at me like that
For the first time in a while, I'm tellin' nothing but the truth
So if I'm being honest, I think I love you

Ask anyone who knows me, I'm bad about commitment
So I'm surprised as anyone I've been acting different
Yeah, I've been putting walls up since June of '97
But you're making bricks fall, and honestly, I'm gonna let 'em

I ramble when I'm nervous and I drink wine too fast
I've never seen a pair of eyes that looked at me like that
For the first time in a while, I'm tellin' nothing but the truth
So if I'm being honest, I think I love you

It's all out on the table with the plates and tealight candle in-between
When I don't know what you're thinking, sometimes I forget to breathe

I ramble when I'm nervous, I drink wine too fast
I've never seen a pair of eyes that looked at me like that
For the first time in a while, I'm tellin' nothing but the truth
So if I'm being honest, I think I love you