"Tear Me" lyrics

I hate that your voice, your voice has been stuck in my head
It's when you pull the trigger, it'll take things away
You think that you know me
You think I'm upset
You're welcome to blame me for all your mistakes

If I paid attention to everything I've heard
I'd probably never leave my room
If I paid attention to every rumor you spread
I'd never wanna wake up

'Cause you love to watch me suffer
I'd really like to let you choke
On every word you use to tear me down
Forever at your throat

I hate that your voice, your voice has been stuck in my head
[?] the jackpot, [?] the jackpot
Would I die if I lost my head?
'Cause I'm losin' my shit
[?]

I cannot, will not, let you get the best of me
I cannot, will not, let you get the best of me

If I paid attention to everything I've heard
I'd probably never leave my room
I won't pay attention to any rumor you spread
I'm never gonna let you win

'Cause you love to watch me suffer
I'd really like to let you choke
On every word you use to tear me down
They all lit up in smoke
So now we're gonna let you choke

Now we're gonna let you, now we're gonna let you choke

I'm tell you [?], it's not me
I can sense some trouble, [?], gonna see
Just another deal I'm writing
Just give me a reason, I beg you give me a reason
To resolve, to feel complete
To live life without the pain I feel
To be at calm, to just find peace
And to know that you won't be there when I sleep

'Cause you love to watch me suffer
I'd really like to let you choke
On every word you use to tear me down
They all lit up in smoke
'Cause you love to watch me suffer
Yeah, you love to watch me suffer
Now, we're gonna let you choke, choke, choke