"Pick Up Where We Left Off" lyrics

I can't fight my addiction
With my wishful thinking it keeps me up
And I stopped social drinking
Back-breaking wishes in my blood
In my blood

Called your phone but there was nothing
Back at home couldn't love it
What's it like there how's it going I know it's been some time

Let's pick up where we left off
My body can't hold it in
Messing me up I
Got a few words to say
It doesn't gotta be this way
Oh this bad blood is pissing me off
God I don't want it but I can't get out my mind
It doesn't gotta be this way
It doesn't gotta be this way

Well I flew to Oklahoma
Bottled my feelings
Tossed the cup
Oh I did
No and I
Didn't wanna tell ya
How much that this has messed me up
Oh it has

Texted you
You didn't text me back
Missing you
You don't miss me
Fact is that I'm not okay with that
Can we just

Pick up where we left off
My body can't hold it in
Messing me up I
Got a few words to say
It doesn't gotta be this way
Oh this bad blood is pissing me off
God I don't want it but I can't get out my mind
It doesn't gotta be this way
It doesn't gotta be this way