"Trauma Dump" lyrics

Never had Daddy saying he proud
Go be a man, I'll figure it out
Here is some trauma, pass it around
I was put in, got lost in the crowd
Now I got an alcohol addiction
Medicine prescriptions
My wallet keys are missing
I'm lacking some attention
I bought a house, moved into the burbs
Made have a million, off of some words
All the clothes and traveled the world
I got the girls, I thought I deserved
But I really didn't
I'm a dirtbag and I could admit it
Where's my friends? Who is, and who isn't?
Cause I'm sick of lying and all of the gmicks?
The first girl took my innocence and I'm still trying to look for it
Lost my friend at 17 and I'm still here mourning
But I got my dreams, did on my goals
It's not enough I can't give up
Don't want a kid, I want a grammy
The sound of the music, I found me a family, I found me a family
Or maybe I didn't