"Art Of Letting Go" lyrics

I don't even go to the grave site, it's too soon
Reliving that goodbye, hell, it might kill me too
Deep down, I know that I need to
But I just can't go to the grave site, it's too soon

I try not to feel it
Maybe I'm just scared
Nothing's gonna heal it
Life's just that unfair

If I'm not numb, then I'm a disaster
Yeah, all I've ever known
Is how to run so I never mastered
The art of letting go of you
I'm not moving on, just moving through
The art of letting go of you

Your memory hangs on the walls in the halls of my mind
I try to not wander down those, but I do sometimes
I blame you, then God, then even myself
Since you left and went to Heaven, down here's been hell

If I'm not numb, then I'm a disaster
Yeah, all I've ever known
Is how to run so I never mastered
The art of letting go of you
I'm not moving on, just moving through
The art of letting go of you

You tried not to feel it
I guess you were scared
The needle didn't heal it
Hope you're better there
But damn it, I still need you
Did you even care?
Didn't get to keep you
Life's just that unfair

If I'm not numb, then I'm a disaster
Yeah, all I've ever known
Is how to run so I never mastered
The art of letting go of you
I'm not moving on, just moving through
The art of letting go of you