"I Wish I Had Cheated" lyrics

I wish I had cheated
Then I wouldn't be questioning your reasons for leaving
Wish you gave me a reason
Wish I was abusive like the one before
Said you were done with all that
You went back for more
Now your in his arms instead
Is there something

That I could've said to make things right
Something I could've did to try and change your mind
Something I could've said to keep things good
Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should
If I should've cheated

I wish I had cheated
Wish that I torn you down
Made you feel so defeated
That you had no choice and left town
Wish I left you broken
Left you feeling alone
Hurt your self-esteem
Made you feel so low
That you had a reason to go
Is there something

That I could've said to make things right
Something I could've did to try and change your mind
Something I could've said to keep things good
Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should
If I should've cheated

If that's what you want somebody that hurts you
Someone you already know will desert you
Guess you get what your asking for
Done with your drama I can't take no more
If that's what you want somebody that makes you
Fear for your life there's no way I can save you
Guess you get what your asking for
Done with your drama I can't take no more

I could've said to make things right
Something I could've did to try and change your mind
Something I could've said to keep things good
Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should
If I should've cheated