"bottom of the bottle" lyrics

Found the fix at the bottom of the bottle
I found love when I ran from the aisle
Found new friends when I left for Chicago
Lost my mind, took me time at the bottom
I've been better since I moved to the city
Hate the thought that my old friends miss me
I've been keeping to myself, keeping busy
Lost my love, couldn't move past the pity

I'm fine on my own
I've been starting over, starting slow

I found a place that I call my own
I have never felt at home anywhere (Anywhere)
Anywhere (Anywhere)
Anywhere (Anywhere)
For very long
I settled down for a couple days
But I was never made to stay anywhere (Anywhere)
Anywhere (Anywhere)
Anywhere, anywhere

Broke my hand at a bar on the west side
Found some friends, threw myself to a punch line
Met someone, called it love but it's not mine
Thought I found someone permanent this time
Wish I stayed at the house down in Dallas
Wish I knew how to worry about this
All I know is when anything happens
How to go far away from the bad things

I'm fine on my own
Think it's time I packed my things and go

I'll find a place I can call my own
I don't think I feel at home anywhere (Anywhere)
Anywhere (Anywhere)
Anywhere (Anywhere)
For very long
I settled down for a couple days
But I was never made to stay anywhere (Anywhere)
Anywhere (Anywhere)
Anywhere, anywhere

Lost a part of myself when I cut ties
Broke your heart and before you could realize
I was gone when you came back to find
I burned the bridge, lit a fire in your eyes
You've been gone since I drove past your old place
Can't let go but you know that you can't chase
Drunk on wine at the end of the bad days
No one helps what they know that they can't change

I'm fine on my own
I'll keep starting over 'til I'm home