"Forged By Failure" lyrics

I'm a glutton full of hate and tragedy
The cat o' nine has become my sympathy
I've given myself a thousand lashes
A cyclical cycle of insanity

You want to find me
The trail of tears you're following
Will lead you 20,000 feet deep
This chasm swallowed me entirely

I can't breathe

I can't breathe
Water surrounds me
I can't breathe
It's all my own doing
All my own doing
Landslides are caving in
Not a hand in sight worth the reach
I can't breathe
It's all my own doing

I'm losing grip to get a hold of myself
I've been so lost, lonely, and resentful
Fear from the lack of understanding
Leaves a lack of passion and desire

Destined to die
Destined to die

I wouldn't pray this on my enemies
I can't change the pain inside of me
I don't want to end this way
I can't face another day

I wouldn't pray this on my enemies
I can't change the pain inside of me
I don't want to end this way
I don't want to end this way

One day I will look down knowing I ended
There is restoration in the distance
Where the sun sets
One day I will look down knowing I ended
So I could begin again
There is restoration in the distance

I abandoned myself
Left with the gift of breathing
That I took for granted
Thankful it isn't leaving

Now hope becomes pointless without purpose
Why would I need faith if I've got the answers?
I used to believe that belief was so senseless
But now it controls all of my senses

I found the strength and the power to emerge from my darkest hour

Forged by failure
Agony can't exist where gratitude lives
Forged by failure
It's not where we go to die
It's where the chosen live

Forged by failure
Agony can't exist where gratitude lives
Forged by failure
It's not where we go to die
It's where the chosen live