"Hold Me Under" lyrics
Shit, what's the point of anything?
I could spill my heart out but no one's fucking listening
Days like this my reflection is my enemy
And if I seem delusional it's just me overthinking things
Words fall from my lips, I can't get them back
A penny for my thoughts composed of all that I've repressed
Everywhere I go, I've got the devil on my back
Smoldering a hole inside my soul and now I can't get
Say I'm talking crazy
Who's the other guy staring back at me?
Contemplating things, making up my mind
If I look, will he look back at me?
Laughing with his eyes
Unafraid but still can't turn away
Can't let him inside
Stain my afterlife
Honestly in my dreams I'm dead
Everything you've said has ruined the way I view myself
Broke through my mirror again
But it's just another way to end this nightmare
Who're we inside?
If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine
We're caught
A sea of dishonesty, all the voices still taunting me
Oh, they're always saying
Stay blind, eyes
You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind
Stay lost
Not where I wanna be, all my fears have been haunting me
Oh, but I'm not like them
I could wash the blood away but I know that I won't be clean
My sins are equal payment for the suffering that I have seen
And I'm so fucking tired but I never seem to get much sleep
Everything around me's so constricting and I can't get free
Honestly in my dreams I'm dead
Everything you've said has ruined the way I view myself
Broke through my mirror again
But it's just another way to end this nightmare
Who're we inside?
If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine
We're caught
A sea of dishonesty, all the voices still taunting me
Oh, they're always saying
Stay blind, eyes
You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind
Stay lost
Not where I wanna be, all my fears have been haunting me
Oh, but I'm not like them
They swoon and stare
The walls are swelling up
I'm so fatigued
Beneath this pool of blood
Who're we inside?
If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine
We're caught
A sea of dishonesty, all the voices still taunting me
Oh, they're always saying
Stay blind, eyes
You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind
Stay lost
Not where I wanna be, all my fears have been haunting me
Oh, but I'm not like them
I could spill my heart out but no one's fucking listening
Days like this my reflection is my enemy
And if I seem delusional it's just me overthinking things
Words fall from my lips, I can't get them back
A penny for my thoughts composed of all that I've repressed
Everywhere I go, I've got the devil on my back
Smoldering a hole inside my soul and now I can't get
Say I'm talking crazy
Who's the other guy staring back at me?
Contemplating things, making up my mind
If I look, will he look back at me?
Laughing with his eyes
Unafraid but still can't turn away
Can't let him inside
Stain my afterlife
Honestly in my dreams I'm dead
Everything you've said has ruined the way I view myself
Broke through my mirror again
But it's just another way to end this nightmare
Who're we inside?
If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine
We're caught
A sea of dishonesty, all the voices still taunting me
Oh, they're always saying
Stay blind, eyes
You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind
Stay lost
Not where I wanna be, all my fears have been haunting me
Oh, but I'm not like them
I could wash the blood away but I know that I won't be clean
My sins are equal payment for the suffering that I have seen
And I'm so fucking tired but I never seem to get much sleep
Everything around me's so constricting and I can't get free
Honestly in my dreams I'm dead
Everything you've said has ruined the way I view myself
Broke through my mirror again
But it's just another way to end this nightmare
Who're we inside?
If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine
We're caught
A sea of dishonesty, all the voices still taunting me
Oh, they're always saying
Stay blind, eyes
You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind
Stay lost
Not where I wanna be, all my fears have been haunting me
Oh, but I'm not like them
They swoon and stare
The walls are swelling up
I'm so fatigued
Beneath this pool of blood
Who're we inside?
If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine
We're caught
A sea of dishonesty, all the voices still taunting me
Oh, they're always saying
Stay blind, eyes
You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind
Stay lost
Not where I wanna be, all my fears have been haunting me
Oh, but I'm not like them
Writer(s): Kyle Roy, Dylan Handrich, Aaron Handrich, Jake Johnston, Keston Wright
