"The Bed I Made" lyrics

I know you didn't ask for this
You messed around and got yourself into something momma can't fix
I jump the gun, it's been a good run but I gotta confess
I know how wrong this is
And I wish that I could explain
These sticks and stones ain't an antidote for all that pain
I dropped the ball, she was good as gone, now my heart breaks
I guess I'm just trying to say

I hate that you feel like I used you to move on
I know it hurts like hell, I felt like that for too long
Some things just ain't meant to be
You'll find somebody way better than me
Truth is, I can't give you what you deserve
If you gotta blame someone, I hope you blame her
'Cause if she'd have stayed
I never laid you down in the bed I made

I should've known better than this
To take a heart and break it the same way that she did
I tried to build myself back up but I'm still a mess
I know how hard this is

I hate that you feel like I used you to move on
I know it hurts like hell, I felt like that for too long
Some things just ain't meant to be
You'll find somebody way better than me
Truth is, I can't give you what you deserve
If you gotta blame someone, I hope you blame her
'Cause if she'd have stayed
I never laid you down in the bed I made

Now my heart breaks
I guess I'm just trying to say

I hate that you feel like I used you to move on
I know it hurts like hell, I felt like that for too long
Some things just ain't meant to be
You'll find somebody way better than me
Truth is, I can't give you what you deserve
If you gotta blame someone, I hope you blame her
'Cause if she'd have stayed
I never laid you down in the bed I made