"Indigo Chateau" lyrics

I force my way in
To a derelict house
Scared of being seen
I lie on the floor
A cut on my leg
Where have I been
Is there a lesson to be learned
A sign I need to find
Cause I'm losing my mind
My fingernails are chewed
My head is unscrewed
I'm on a decline

I confess
I'm a mess
I was perfectly fine last spring
I'm undressed
I'm possessed
And there's nothing you can do

All the light we cannot see is burning over me
All the secret histories we bury in the deep
Is it the end for me?
I'm out of time, can't you see?
Through the indigo chateau
I'm running wild and free

A mockingbird sings
And yet I can't feel
A single damn thing
My blood is like rain
Drifting away
Running down stream
Is there a place I need to be
A friend I need to call
Cause I'm running on empty
I wish I could say
It's only a phase
But honestly, that would be a lie

I confess
I'm a mess
I was perfectly fine last spring
I'm undressed
I'm possessed
And there's nothing you can do

All the light we cannot see is burning over me
All the secret histories we bury in the deep
Is it the end for me?
I'm out of time, can't you see?
Through the indigo chateau
I'm running wild and free

I don't think you understand
I'm a shrinking wonderland
Don't quite think you understand
I'm about ready to crash land in the sand

I'm looking for a little life
I'm looking for somebody to love me
I'm looking for deliverance
I'm looking for a reason to break free
Oh, do I have it in me
Cause this is all I know
I'm looking for a little life
I'm looking for somebody to save me

All the light we cannot see is burning over me
All the secret histories we bury in the deep
Is it the end for me?
I'm out of time, can't you see?
Through the indigo chateau
I'm running wild and free